9/9/99

When I was a kid

Oh the silly things I did!

My time would be spent

In all that was not meant.

My heart would sigh

In hopes held high.

I would dream of my prince

Which has continued ever since

Who would come and sweep me away

And in togetherness, we would sway.

9/9/99 holds a special place in my heart

As I always wanted that to be the very start

Of a new life

In being a wife

And having a large family

As that would mean the world to me.

Immature in my thoughts

Times back then and even so now

9/9 will always hold

A special place forever so…

Equation of Life

Life is short.
Shorter are the moments of happiness.
Longer are the memories.
The equation just does not match...destiny being the catalyst of uncertainty in trying to balance the equation of life...

My U n I - Verse

A vast dreamscape...

In a secret space-

A small being,

Waiting for the embrace...

Amidst the expanse around.

What’s in this darkness bound?

Can desires, love and hope be found?

The finite exists within the infinite

Liberated, yet possessed-

One body in another,

Two minds, entwined with each other,

U n me in magical, mystical verse,

My soul lives within its UnIVerse...

The Light of My Life

Darkness was all around,

No light to be seen;

No dreams to be dreamt;

No hope to live for.

 

Then I saw a shadow,

But how could that be?

For without light,

No shadow can be seen!

 

Gradually, the light became brighter,

The shadow cast away;

Darkness was over shadowed,

As the Light of  My Life found way.

 

I Know

What happened...? 

When did it happen...? 

Why did it happen...? 

Where did it happen...? 

How did it happen...? 

 

I know not all the answers to these...

But this I do know.

That I love you - 

For who you are

For what you are,

And I miss you so...

 

My mind will always search for you

My heart will always yearn for you

My soul will always wait for you...

 

 

 

 

Love and Loyalty

Love

I was inside.

All by myself.

Too scared to venture out.

Whenever I went out alone, I got hurt.

I needed Loyalty.

 

Loyalty

I existed, but was rarely seen.

No one really cared about me.

No one believed in me.

I was not special.

There were many.

I needed Love.

 

The Bonding

We met, by chance.

Love came out seeing me.

Time passed, we became close.

Love started trusting me.

Love believed in me.

I assured Love that we would always be together.

 

 

From time immemorial,

Love and Loyalty walk hand in hand.

Loyalty found Love, Love found Loyalty.

One ceases to exist without the other.

If Loyalty walks away, Love lives alone.

 

In isolation.

In oblivion.

 

 

 

Abujh: The Un-Understanding

Who am I? I asked myself.

Do I really understand others? Do I realize what they go through or what they must be going through? Can I empathize with them? Can I feel their pain? Do I pretend to know? Can I know? Do I need to know? Do I need to understand either the understandable or the un-understandable?

No. I do not. I am Abujh – the Un-Understanding.